What would I do if I could do anything?
Why do I feel like I can’t do anything?
The things I do do, I feel like they are never good enough for this world that seems to demand perfection.
What would make me happy? If I knew I couldn’t fail, what would I do differently? What would I try?
For someone who was a stripper and a nude model, why am I so afraid to expose myself now? Because I’m afraid of failure. I’m afraid of never being good enough.
What is the antidote for feeling never good enough? I think it’s got to be to do what I want anyway, regardless of whether I’m good or not because if I’ll never think I’m good enough, if I don’t do something, I won’t do anything.
I guess I really need to figure out what’s most important to me, what brings me, or might potentially bring me, the most joy, then I need to do that thing.
Regardless of anything.
I need to start allowing myself to do what I want even if it doesn’t fit into the mold that the world and I have accepted or deemed appropriate for me.