How quickly the winds shift
direction. I’m feeling not so good today. The kids were making me nuts all
morning with their bickering amongst themselves. The arguments always lead to
someone screaming and crying and then I feel like I just can’t take it anymore.
I’m feeling like I don’t know how
to manage their problems very well. I just end up yelling at them for yelling.
So, of course, I’m feeling like
nothing I do is worth anything and I should just roll over and give up.
I wanted to really lift my spirits
through dancing today, but at the same time I felt like I needed to be fair to
myself and just acknowledge what I was feeling and dance to express that
feeling.
So, not the cheeriest of dances
today, but I did at least allow myself to feel like what I was feeling mattered
and that the negative feelings didn’t need to be swept out of sight. I let
myself feel.
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