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Thursday, April 17, 2014
Chill Out, Anxiety!
I’ve been trying to understand the anxiety bursts I get. They usually pop up right when for a moment my mind notices that everything is OK.
I hear a voice say, “Oh, wait. This is what it feels like to be content, dare I say it, happy.”
I have a few moments of happy bliss and then—boom!
“It isn’t going to last! It’s not real! I’m real! Be scared. Be depressed. That’s your natural state of being.”
And then I return to an anxious space of dread, of knowing peace doesn’t last.
I believe peace and happiness is a moment-to-moment experience, but can’t I back off on myself a little?
I need to figure out a counter response to the voice of anxiety.
“Chill out! Let me relax for a bit. You’ll have your turn. Trust me. But right now, let’s just have this brief moment.”
If I can remember to have this retort ready, maybe I’ll be able to tame the anxiety a bit. Maybe I’ll be able to make the moments of Ok last a bit longer every time.
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